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LOVE

愛



LOVE

video
5 min 46 sec
2020
Hangzhou

God created this world, created each different personalities, and gave us different life structures.
 
The content of this experiment film is the collision of emotional perception in the past five years. This period makes me notice all the good things in the world. It broke my despair and ignited hope deep inside, also love.
 
The overall feeling of this period is like "drowning". So the beginning of my video was in the bathtub. The bathtub is a “proper” place for drowning. Water from nothing to overflow, this process is an endless loop. I don't know when it will start and when it will end. So it began to be submerged again. I used the apple as a symbol to make it appear throughout the entire video, started from dropping into the bathtub then to all experiments in later scenes... It symbolized myself and everything in my life. It’s tempting and terrifying. It’s a shield. Just in this shield, I became unable to control myself… All the scenes and images in the video are my personal feelings over the past five years.
 
I use this experiment video to show the bipolar disorder symptoms that may accompany me in my whole life. If it really accompanies me all the time, it may not be a disease anymore, but a gift.

Music: Stella - Kashiwa Daisuke

 
上帝创造了这个世界，创造了每个人不同的性格，赋予了我们不同的生命结构。
 
这部实验电影的内容，是过去五年中情感认知的碰撞。这段时间让我注意到世界上所有美好的事物。它打破了我的绝望，点燃了内心深处的希望，也点燃了爱。
 
这段时间的整体感觉就像是 “溺水”。所以我视频的开头是在浴缸里。浴缸是溺水的 “合适 ”场所。水从无到溢，这个过程是一个无休止的循环。我不知道何时开始，何时结束。于是又开始被淹没。我把苹果作为一个符号，让它贯穿整个视频，从掉进浴缸开始，到后来场景中的所有实验...... 它象征着我自己和我生命中的一切。它很诱人，也很可怕。它是一面盾牌。就在这个盾牌里，我变得无法控制自己......视频中的所有场景和画面都是我过去五年的个人感受。
 
我用这段实验视频来展示可能伴随我一生的躁郁症状。如果它真的一直伴随着我，那么它可能就不再是一种疾病，而是一种天赋。

音樂: Stella - Kashiwa Daisuke
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